I want to go to Japan

I want to experience the limits of life. I am ready to grab a credit card and travel to where I won't need to speak about scheduling, projects, resumes and 'work experience'. I don't want to justify why I am successful, what I want in five years, or what I do for a living. I would just like to play, and connect with strangers based on our smiles, our eyes, the moment that exists, and not based on not what I offer, what I know, what I can do for them, and especially not through a contract that tells me the limits of our relationship. I am burnt out.